The lens in my right eye has run amuck for the fifth time. I've had four different ophthalmologists examine it with one saying it has completely come loose and others saying it's partly attached, but flapping around. What does this mean?
Right now, I have double vision most of the time. I also have trouble reading, including the web on my new 27-inch monitor attached to my laptop.
Here's the fix: on May 13, two surgeons will work on taking out the lens and replacing it with a new one that will be placed in front of my iris. It's about a two hour surgery that has risks, but appears to be the only way to fix it.
To be honest, it would be easy to let the condition of my present vision, the surgery and the uncertainty consume my thoughts. With my wife's help and with the help of family, I am going to work hard to avoid that.
But most important is turning this over to God. It easier said than done. Even so, I just have to do it. I pray fervently that he will give me that kind of faith.
Our pastor, Jeff Manion of Ada Bible Church, shared this prayer a few years ago. He says he starts everyday by asking God to give him the grace to trust him everyday. "Dear Lord, I am asking the same."
I will report on the next leg of my eye journey from time to time. Today, I will teach myself how to use my cell phone to dictate posts right into this blog, just in case, I can't see well enough.