There's a mass in my head that's affecting the vision in my right eye
They won't cut out the tumor in my brain

I could really go for eating a chocolate cupcake with my grandson

I do have a bucket list which I'm rearranging.  One of the things that I really enjoyed doing our family vacation in North Carolina was spending time with my two-year-old grandson Xavier.  He's full of life and he loves to learn.

While there we celebrated two birthdays, my son-in-law Adam turned 32 and my wife Gladys celebrated getting one year older.  My son Justin and his wife Lauren got some really fancy cupcakes to celebrate and Xavier got the chocolate one.

I want to do that again with him and maybe his sister if she's eating solid foods then.  

How'd I sleep last night?  Not great.  At 3 a.m., I had a video tape machine playing in my head of everything I've done in my life.  It was hard to not think about the future.  However, I do know that the next life will be an upgrade.  I'm praying that God will help me take it one step at a time.

I sat next to Xavier at just about every meal in North Carolina.